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Okay, so the last few days I’ve called out sick from work and have been blogging from my bed. Today is my day off but I picked up 4 hours OT.

And according to family emails my Grandmother is expected to die soon.

Well this year is off to a great start.

So if anyone wants to dump happy things in my inbox please do so.

Today I have completed my 27th year on this planet.
I will say it was better than my 26th year
My new goal is to have an even better 28th year.
*raises a Diet Coke in a toast*
To making the next year an awesome one.

So my Grandmother was admitted to the hospital again yesterday. I found out in an email at work. I spent most of the day worrying that she might die. The worst thing is the my Grandpa's birthday is on Nov 1st and if she dies then it will only crush him all the more. But I finished work trying to think positive that she'll be fine and so will he.

So I went over to my mother and sister's house. The sister was in a bad mood so I quickly went to mom's room. I've been trying to get mom interested in a show I like so we can watch new episodes together (not that I don't love watching old Murder She Wrote eps). She was kinda meh about Glee, so we've been watching season 1 of Once Upon a Time.

We were in the middle of an episode when my sister walks in and asks me if I got the email about Grandma. I said yes and she said she just wants to make sure I'm prepared. Because apparently my family worries about me breaking down if she or any of the family dies. I told my sister I had no interest in thinking about it at that moment and she said I should think about it. I told I think about it constantly and really just wanted to relax. After that she left the room and mom discussed it a little with me.

But after that I couldn't just relax and watch the show so I left and mom caught up on more episodes by herself. I don't want to think about the possibilities but I do almost constantly and I do confess that I might melt down when it happens but I don't think any mental preparedness will make anything better.

While being silly, running around my apartment and singing nonsense songs to myself, I managed to hurt my ankle. Put my right foot down and my ankle decided to turn right at a 90 degree angle. Felt like something popped and it ached for a bit. But I wrapped it in an Ace bandage, am resting it on a pillow and crossing my fingers that I didn't hurt it that bad. Will update in the morning.